Posted by Paul on July 19, 2002 at 01:23:34:
In Reply to: i hate my life!!! please respond 2 this message as soon as u see it... posted by Lorna on April 07, 2001 at 11:38:22:
: im gonna pour my heart out right now. k? Keul! well... im singel cuse the next 2 last resions ship i was in was a fail and a half... i loved this guy so much... he gave me my first kiss ever and he was my 2nd boyfriend i called him 2 days after our kiss and read him a poem/letter type thingie i wrote 4 him and when i was done he said he needed some time time alone... as a singel guy it broke my heart and every night i cry be4 i get 2 sleep... he hunts my dreams... his phone number is inscralled in the back of my brain... and he almost killed me by asking my bestfriend out in front of me!!!! i still love him...
: but anyway another reason is cuse i ve been expelled and am goin 2 a second chances school and miss my best friends... im lonely and sad and am thinkin bout killing my self please help me please i need anyone and everyones help...
Damb Girl. Life sucks. what the hell else do you think will happen? Life is a challenge. I loved the same woman for 12 years. Every thig was OK for months. She told me that she was happy and then 2 weeks later she wanted a devorce. Sucks, but thats the way it is. Stop micromanageing your life. Shit happens. I really wish it didn't but it will be OKAY. It was fo rme and it will be for you. Hell, it has been a while for you and i think that you will be okay too. We all are. It just hurts for a while. No big thing. Life is like that. It's like when you break a bone. It hearts for a while, but after a while its ok. That is not to say that 2 years later you dont feel it, you just dont hurt as much any more.