Posted by The Great Mike B on October 31, 2001 at 09:40:42:
In Reply to: i hate my life!!! please respond 2 this message as soon as u see it... posted by Lorna on April 07, 2001 at 11:38:22:
Well let me put it this way. You are still young. Think not of the past because that is history. Think not of the future because that is uncertain. Think only of the present and that is a gift. Killing yourself will get you no where. You won't feel any better when its done, you won't get that guy back, you won't gain anything. What I suggest is go find some guy and mac it on him. Forget that guy. So its your first kiss, so what. You will have so many more. The first kiss with this one and with this one and with this one. I can tell you that no relationship will last for ever no matter how much you wish it will. Nothing is forever, only now is what matters. That is all i have to say: im gonna pour my heart out right now. k? Keul! well... im singel cuse the next 2 last resions ship i was in was a fail and a half... i loved this guy so much... he gave me my first kiss ever and he was my 2nd boyfriend i called him 2 days after our kiss and read him a poem/letter type thingie i wrote 4 him and when i was done he said he needed some time time alone... as a singel guy it broke my heart and every night i cry be4 i get 2 sleep... he hunts my dreams... his phone number is inscralled in the back of my brain... and he almost killed me by asking my bestfriend out in front of me!!!! i still love him...
: but anyway another reason is cuse i ve been expelled and am goin 2 a second chances school and miss my best friends... im lonely and sad and am thinkin bout killing my self please help me please i need anyone and everyones help...