He spends most of his time in his
underwear. I got used to that when he was around. And its
not your typical gross guy undies with the stretched crotch and
the multi color designs. Cleaning ladies come in three times a week.
Do laundry. Buy him stuff. Even underwear.
I dont know if he ever really
loved me. I dont know if someone that sick and into the weirdness
of their dick can really love.
He said he did. In the beginning.
He said he loved me a lot.
But whats this freaky shit
with leather? When I first saw his chest of leather toys and masks
and freaky chrome weird rings and all that shit I had no idea what
the hell it was about.
"Isnt doing it good
enough for you?" I asked him.